Dec 9, 2016

Dyslexia Masterpost



Hey guys, so I’ve been meaning to make this post for a while now. For those of you who struggle with dyslexia or know someone who does, this masterpost is for you!

▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸   How to make your laptop read text to you (mac)   ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸

▹ Go to system preferences


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▹ Go to Dictation & Speech
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▹ Next set up the speed at which the voice will speak
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▹ You can change who speaks, as well as the language they will speak in. (mostly concerning pronunciation and accents of the voice, naturally if you have it set on english and make it speak a german text, it will just be a german sounding voice speaking english and it won’t make much sense)
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▹ The final step is to decide what key combination you want to use.
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▹ All you need to do now is select text, press your chosen key combination and turn up the volume :)


▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸    Useful websites   ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸  ▸ ▸ 
▫︎ Writer’s Block  ‣ sometimes writing sucks, but you’re going to have to do it eventually
▫︎  OpenDyslexic font - free download ‣  seriously guys, this makes reading so much easier
▫︎ Sparknotes ‣ AKA how I’ve passed IB english
▫︎ Cliffnotes ‣ Sparknote’s BFF
▫︎ Crashcourse ‣  life, this is life guys
▫︎ Khan Academy ‣ learn concepts at your own pace + helpful when you want to revise using something other than your textbook and notes
▫︎ Google scholar ‣ the academic side of google
▫︎ Quizlet ‣ basically a database for flashcards, where you can use other people’s or make your own
▫︎ Youtube #education ‣ the educational side of youtube
▫︎ Proofreading program ‣ sometimes spellcheck just isn’t enough
▫︎ Spelling strategies ‣ there is always hope when it comes to becoming a better speller!
▫︎ Beating dyslexia ‣ a website dedicated to useful dyslexia 
resources

▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸    Google Chrome extensions  ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▫︎ Read&Write ‣ reads stuff on the internet out loud to you
 ▫︎ OhMyWord! ‣ helps you expand your vocabulary
▫︎ Instapaper ‣ for the times when you can’t finish reading the article in class and know you won’t have internet later
▫︎ Voice Clock  ‣ speaks out the time 
▫︎ Google Drive ‣ if you’re unorganised and forget pretty much everything, exactly when you need it the most 

▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸    Dyslexia info    ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ ▸ 
What is dyslexia? - TedTalkUnderstood 
everything you need to know about dyslexia + attention issues
Facts and Stats
Dyslexia test
Dyslexia at school
Dyslexia in College/Uni
Attending UK Uni with a learning disability

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Steven Spielberg discusses his dyslexiaInside the Hidden World of Dyslexia & ADHDGifts of a dyslexic mind
Plan ‣ for all you unorganised dyslexics, here’s something to get your life together

Nov 19, 2016

How to stay motivated



Yesterday I received an ask from an anon on Tumblr asking me about any advice I had regarding motivation. I know how it feels to loose all motivation. You think that you won't get out of that rut. Not all hope is lost! After all, all of us have gone through some point in our lives in which we had lost complete motivation. So I've complied a list of all helpful tips and tricks I use to stay motivated!

1. Set realistic goals 

Don’t try and complete all 20 things on your to do list all in one day. It won’t work. Trust me. You’ll just end up burning out and loosing focus. What you should do instead is to look at this huge list you've written and pick and chose tasks that are the most pressing and reevaluate what it is you set yourself as a goal. Here are a couple of examples for changing unrealistic goals to realistic ones.

Task 1: Clean up room 

- the problem with this one is that it doesn't specific where to start 
- look around your room and chose the most important parts that have to be cleaned/tidied up/organised 

Realistic Task 1: Organise desk // Sort out laundry // Organise bookshelf etc.

Task 2: Do (insert class here) homework 

- by writing something like this you are essentially setting yourself up for a long session of procrastination 
- focus on specific elements to this homework 

Realistic Task 2: Do 5 math questions // Finish introduction for Bio IA // Read 10 pages of 1984 etc.

If you followed these tips and tricks for your to-do list, you'll soon notice that you're getting more things done throughout the day than you usually would. By ticking off 50 smaller tasks on your to-do list you become motivated by just looking at the list you have created yourself. One of the reasons for being unmotivated is that you loose perspective on everything you have achieved so far. So take a look at that to-do list and be proud of your accomplishments!

2. Prioritise 

If your to-do list does have like a million items on it, break it down. I usually divide my list into three sections. 
a) Must complete by the end of the week 
b) Aim to finish by next Friday 
c) Must finish before the end of the monthThis way you can start working on the most urgent tasks first and feel less stressed knowing that the most important tasks are done. You can try making a to-do list by cutting out pieced of paper or using sticky notes and putting them up on your wall. I have this massive white board hanging on my room wall and what I do is use sticky notes and paste them in one of the above 3 sections. Through this I'm able to shift tasks from section b to section a and so on. If you're a visual person like me, this will come in handy, especially in those months where a lot of assignments are due.

3. Reward yourself

I know that seeing posts in which people lay a candy bar after each chapter in their textbook seems a bit too much, but bare with me here. What I’m talking about might be a little more reasonable. You could set yourself a small goal such as finishing a chapter, five questions for a homework assignment, a quarter of your math homework etc. and allow yourself to just chill for 30 min after each of these small bursts of concentration. What I do is usually make myself a cup of tea or watch a youtube video when I’m taking a break. This way you will successfully recharge your mind, and be able to work more effectively throughout the day. 

4. Procrastinate with something useful

Alright, bare with me here guys. You're probably thinking, "But Izzy...if you procrastinate by doing something useful...how is that still procrastination?" I see your point. Procrastination is usually something we engage in in order to escape from the dreaded work load awaiting us. However, one you have prioritised your work, you know that there are some things further down your list that aren't as important and necessary for you to complete. I'll give you guys an example to show you how I apply this to my life. So lets take my IB Film assignments. For now all we really have to be doing is working on our independent study and our production portfolio for our final film. When it comes to the final film, I'm taking on the role of the Director as my primary job. However, because I'm working in a group with just one other person, I'm also taking on the roles of the script writer, editor and cinematographer. So what I would do when "procrastinating" is to do something like creating the title slate for the film, or edit some of the footage by color correcting it and cutting. These are necessary things that have to be done eventually, but aren't actually pressing tasks. So when I'm done with them, I have relaxed and regained some energy but also completed a minor task that will elevate future stress.




Oct 29, 2016

Bad Feminist Essays


One of my closest friends recently suggested that I read "Bad Feminist Essays" by Roxane Gay. She told me that all of the feminist societies at the, probably very liberal, universities that she was visiting in america were reading this book. Naturally, as I do identify as a feminist, and like to be an "open-minded inquirer" (bonus points to those of you who get the reference) I decided that I would take my amazon gift cards I received as part of an academic award for 11th grade last year, and invest in a good old book. 
Now, anyone who actually knows me went absolutely crazy when they saw what I had done. 
Guys. 
Izzy....
bought...
a...
book!*gasps 
To those of you who I have not had the pleasure to meet yet, I should explain why my buying a book is an incredibly rare event. I have dyslexia and throughout my entire academic career I relied on my older sister's past book projects or summaries and the helping hand of Sparknotes, Cliffnotes, lit charts and the likes in order to survive. Its not that I dislike reading in the sense that the topics aren't interesting to me. For me, the physical act of reading and trying to comprehend what I read, is so incredibly strenuous, frustrating, nerve wracking, sometimes impossible seeming, and difficult for me that I don't find pleasure in reading. 
Imagine if you would have to re-read a page three times over. At the same your classmates audibly express how much faster they are than you, by obviously flicking the pages over with pride. Those long evenings spent crying over books that I tried to hard to understand, yet didn't seem to be able to understand are why I find myself grabbing for the film version of a famous novel instead of the actual book. But more about my struggles as a dyslexic in another post. As this one is meant to be about reading a book, and not the absence of said activity. 

Moving on from the short explanation of my interested in books, or lack there of. I want to get to the point, which is not to give a comprehensive review on the book (you guys don't actually think I've finished reading it yet lmao) but instead, a spilling of my thoughts and some sort of academic mind dump. 
Generally speaking, this book has done many things for me. It has allowed me to gain a completely different perspective on feminism. Learning about feminism and its meaning from the perspective of an african american woman, has done so much for me in terms of freeing me from this very one-sided ignorance. The idea of intersectional feminism where instead of preaching white feminism, as Emma Watson commonly does, is quite fascinating. 
Feminism shouldn't just be about empowering white woman, but every woman. And in order to do this, we have to acknowledge our own privilege and where we stand in relation to others. In the grand scheme of things this translates to being more of an open-minded feminist. Thinking not only about woman who are similar to you in class, ability, wealth, culture, religion, health etc. but woman from all walks of life. The key goal is to understand that some feminist solutions might seem completely achievable for some, but not for others. The only way you can see how you are preaching a solution unattainable for others, is if you acknowledge your privilege and how you might be able to benefit from such a solution but others might not be able to. May this be because you cease to realize that your way of thinking completely excludes one group of woman, for example by suggesting a solution to a problem that would only cater to wealthy abled people. 

Topics like intersectional feminism are amongst the many that I have found interest in when reading "Bad Feminist Essays". Another, more physical aspect of the novel which I find very practical is that it is divided into chapters. These chapters are written in the style essays. Which essentially allows you to flip through the book and randomly select whichever essay you want without having to worry about context. As many of you might have already guessed, THIS IS ABSOLUTE HEAVEN FOR DYSLEXICS. 
1. When your reading in public you look pretty smart starting somewhere towards the end of the book, making it seem like you're a well read individual 
2. I can spend weeks focusing on one essay alone without feeling the need to move on or read something else. 
Every chapter is unique in its own way, and thats one of the reasons I'm still avidly reading the book till this day. 
However there are times when I read something and disagree with what is being said. This is when I text my friend to say that we have to hang out and have an educational discussion about this, because who knows, I might be misunderstanding it. But more on that in another post! 

Oct 21, 2016

An IB student's idea of the ideal Fall Break

As of four o'clock today, I'm officially off on fall break. Now for some of you, this "Fall/Autumn Break" might mean sleeping in, warm cups of hot chocolate and fun times with friends and family. However, if you're an IB student, your schedule will most likely not look as relaxed as the average highschool student.

With upcoming IA deadlines, Fall Break for an IB student really just translates to "here you go, a one week break in which you can catch up on all the course work you've been disregarding since the beginning of the year". I see it more as a catching up "week of grace", than an actual vacation. Naturally this doesn't apply for all IB students. You'll soon begin to realize that people tend to generalize the stereotype of the "typical IB student", reinforcing this image of a stressed, over worked, mess of a student. I agree, but only to a certain extent. Speaking of the extent of something...I really should be working on my TOK Oral, but I still have 7 days to get that done so I'll do that tomorrow.

Generally speaking, I would say that the majority of the students in my grade level are going to be spending this one week break doing the following:

1. Science IA
2. Arts IA
3. Extended Essay (ok not even kidding here, but I know a lot of kids who haven't even started writing yet...)
4. TOK Oral
5. CAS (shoutout to all of the slackers who left their CAS to this year. They have to somehow make themselves look like they care about the lives of others, in just one week. I'm praying for y'all)
6. Stress eating, drinking way too much coffee, probably smoking up
7. Rethinking their UCAS uni options because their predicted grades gave them a harsh reality slap

Ideally I think the most of us are hoping to regain our energy in preparation for the long and strenuous sprint ahead until winter break. For those of you who've already graduated and can't quite picture what it feels like, I'll give you an idea.
So imagine running a marathon but only 100m before the finish line, the ground your running is now a treadmill and you keep on running at full speed without getting anywhere. Thats pretty much how the stretch from fall break until winter break feels like.
One could say that this next week will be a recharging exercise in which you try to save your ass from quite literally failing the entire IB, without completely burning out (that is, if you aren't burnt out already)

In complete honesty if you were to ask me what my ideal fall break routine would look like, I would give you a list of the following things;

1. Getting enough sleep (translates to actually getting those 8 hours a night)
2. Finishing my TOK Oral
3. Handing in a decent first draft for my Psych IA
4. Start and finish my Bio IA write up
5. Film and upload at least one youtube video
6. Wash my hair less (ok this might be weird but after a long hard day of IB, a hot shower is pretty much a given. But its come to the stage where I'm showering my hair almost every single day and its definitely not doing my hair any good)
7. Go jogging at least once a day (lmfao, CAS and all. Gotta get that #action in)
8. Write an english written task for 1984
9. Edit my EE
10. Organise folders, bills, papers etc.
11. Study for bio
12. Finish research for Film IA A/V script

This seems like a really long list, but I'm certain that I'll get at least 10 of these done. It is after all an entire week!


Oct 18, 2016

Studying for IB Biology HL

I guess you could say that I was highly uneducated about the whole "studying" concept. Don't get me wrong, it was a familiar term. Having heard kids whining about how many hours they had spent studying and that they had gotten not sleep, was something I was not sheltered from. I am, after all, in a school in which roughly 95+% of students do the full IB diploma; which is something not too common apparently.
Having been subjected to an environment with highly stressed teenagers, suffering from anxiety, insomnia and anger issues (especially directed to their teachers who, if you believed what you were told, were either highly incompetent or just lazy). 
Consequently, I had been assuming that the act of studying was simply a thing that people do, and thus something I had been doing but hadn't focused particularly much on. I used to think that studying consisted of sitting on your bed for hours on end, reading a textbook and highlighting the majority of the page in complete concentration. To be fair I hadn't really needed to study before starting the IB. I mean of course I spent a long time re-reading the course Textbooks and spending hours trying to comprehend the books I was assigned for english class; but all the while I had thought that this was merely a time consuming burden placed upon by my dyslexia. 
I'll admit that having dyslexia is one of the prime reasons I spend twice as much time working on something academic than your average student would. Nonetheless, I can now see that my motivation and dedication to my studies was not purely based on my anxiety of being exposed as "stupid" or "dumb". 
Now that I've covered the necessary pre-ramblings I find myself consistently starting my writing with, I can get to the point. IB BIOLOGY HL. Otherwise known as the class people take who need a science as a HL subject, but aren't exactly gifted in terms of mathematics or comprehending the various symbols of the periodic table. Needless to say, my class consisted (more about that later) of the students who needed to take the course but not necessarily wanted to.
I find it quite frustrating how IB Biology has such a bad reputation. It's the class chosen by all the "dumb" people, the "easy" class. To some extent we owe this lovely representation to the conceited pupils of the physics and chemistry classes. As for some odd reason, they believe that because their subject incorporates more numbers, they are for some reason or other working harder than we are. Since when does the amount of numbers present in the syllabus, equate to superiority in the natural sciences? I'm still fascinates by this idea that numbers are harder to decipher than letters, and thus deserve a far superior ranking in the world of academia. 
From very beginning of our academic careers, we are constantly reminded that math and sciences are difficult and require a highly ineffectually gifted individual to master. I call BS. I know plenty gifted mathematics and physics students who couldn't build a birdhouse or direct a film for the life of them. My passionate feminist friend once told me that this is due to the fact that men control the STEM fields, and in an attempt to make up for their "shortcomings" they belittling those who aren't interested or successful in anything regarding mathematics and numbers. Let that sink in. 
Let's revisited the actual purpose of this post, which is to show you guys what I do to study for Bio. Now before I start, quick disclaimer: I am in no way telling you that you will succeed if you do what I do. Seriously though, we are all different and unique so what works for you might not work for me and vice versa. 
I've just posted a new youtube video about how I study for Biology, in which I briefly demonstrate my daily "study" routine. The word study should be taken lightly, I honestly just use the word because I'm not aware of anything that could describe what it is I'm doing. 
So what exactly is it that I'm doing? you ask...well I'm about to get to that now. 
For anyone who isn't familiar with IB Biology HL, I'll let you in on a few basic facts about the course. 
1. The course material itself isn't too challenging to understand (in regards to the SL portion of the syllabus, once you get into the HL stuff shit gets real) 
2. Imagine you had a library filled with only science books, if you were to calculate the material for each course when looking at this hypothetical situation through the lens of the IB syllabi, roughly 75% of the books would be Bio books. Seriously though, the sheer amount of information is what makes the course so challenging.
3. Memorising is inevitable. Theres no way you can answer a "long answer question" without having made up some ridiculous story about cells and replication in order to be able to remember the process of mitosis.
For these reasons alone, I think you can already sense what my studying strategy would consist of.
The main studying methods I utilise are making my own flashcards, re-writing in class notes and making mind maps/summary information posters.
Flashcards
- I rarely go online and use quizlet sets of flashcards because sometimes they aren't too reliable.
That is why I choose to write my own flashcards, but most of the time I manage to compress a couple of different points all on one card.
Re-writing in class notes
- For those of you who are non-dyslexics, this would probably seem quite time consuming and unnecessary. However if you're like me and frantically try to catch up on copying down notes from both verbal and visual information flung at you by your teacher, you would understand why this is a very useful strategy.
Mind maps / summary information poster
- These are essentially what they sound like they are. Large blank sheets of A3, soon to bi filled with all of the information covered on a topic, condensed in a couple of bullet points per objective.

So yeah, thats the gist of it. If you guys want to see how this looks like, check out my youtube video!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJCPEKC4XL0

Oct 15, 2016

The Aesthetics of frame composition - IB Film Independent Study





When you ask someone why they "like" something, you sometimes get the response indicating that the person simply likes something because. Because..because what? The question of aesthetics of an object, a film, a person, is something I found myself exploring in more depth in my first year of studying film in the IB.

There are many things that I find myself drawn to because of its aesthetics. With perfectly symmetrical lines and the repetition of minimalistic patterns, comes a rather odd sensation experienced by the viewer. A sense of peaceful tranquility and satisfaction.

Artists, architects and film makers (cinematographers) aim towards communicating this sensation through their works. However, it is not only the visual aesthetics which can sooth the hasty mind of the stressed human. Aesthetics can branch out into all of the five senses, taste, touch, smell, visual; this idea of something being aesthetically pleasing is not owned by the creators of visual content.

The reason for this posts is due to my current IB Film Independent Study topic.

I have chosen to look at a specific aspect of film through the lens of film theory. "Christian Metz and the semiology of film" was the title of a task assigned to me by my film teacher. Upon further investigation into the theory of semiotics in film, I found myself opting to choose this for my IS.

If you aren't familiar with the requirements for this assessment, you probably wondering what on earth I'm on about. Don't worry, the sole focus of this post won't be the assessment, so to those of you who were worried about being throw into some in depth discussion on the Independent Study, don't be :)

The assessment is an A/V script of a documentary written for an audience of 15 year olds (because 15 year olds love watching documentaries about the semiotics of film..right?) The task states that students at higher level (thats me) have to analysis four films, ranging from two different cultures; forming their analysis based on the film history/theory they chose. I'm not 100% set on the four films I have chosen, but thats mainly just because I haven't done too much research into them.

These are the ones I'm planning on using:

1. Battleship Potemkin - (1925)

2. Moonrise Kingdom - Wes Anderson (2012)

3. Amélie - Jean-Pierre Jeunett (2001)

4. Dolls - Takeshi Kitano (2002)

The reasoning behind this film selection was partially due the suggestions my film teacher had given me.

Now to the actually point of all of this. My teacher and I were browsing youtube to find trailers of the films I was not familiar with, and only a few seconds into the trailer of Moonrise Kingdom I was amazed. This sensation of tranquility and satisfaction hit me like a wave of fresh air. My immediate reaction to the carefully composed, aesthetically pleasing mise en scène was genuine pleasure. The symmetry of the frame composition and the colors was just incredible.

I could have taken the majority of the frames in the trailer and individually printed them out as works of art in and of itself. It is exactly this display of meticulously framed shots lined up one after the other, which contributes to the aesthetically pleasing nature of the film.

This is what leads me to the relevance of choosing this film to analyse in my independent study. The idea behind the theory of semiotics in film, is that signs and symbols are communicated through aspects such as composition and framing, color and continuity. In turn, these symbols act as the components which eventually lead to the meaning of the film. Symbols and signs are the building blocks of film language. It just depends on the viewer's interpretation of these signs that make up their understanding of the visual of a scene. Subsequently linking to the meaning of what these signs represent, enabling the viewer to make sense of the visuals in context in relation to its meaning.

Oct 13, 2016

Japanese stationery, tea and psychoanalytical film theory













This picture was taken a couple of days after my 18th birthday. I must say that regardless of my opinions of Tumblr and negative experiences regarding hate comments and bigotry, my passion for photography still resides within me.
Theres something calming about looking at an aesthetically pleasing picture. I don't know. Maybe thats just me, but there must be a reason why pictures conveying actual studying don't get half as many notes as purely artistically well framed and composed shots of succulents and macbooks.   The picture above features;
1. A cup of my favorite Rooibos tea,
2. Succulents (further evidence to support that I the Tumblr aesthetic has the power to leave a visible impression in anyones artistic eye)
3. Presents from my friends,
4. My laptop,
and lastly,
5. A book I was reading about psychoanalytical film theory, that I was planning on using as a source for my Independent Study for my IB Film Studies course.

Oct 12, 2016

A change from the Tumblr "studyblr" aesthetic

Hi everyone!

Some of you may already know me from my studyblr (dyslexicstudying) and have followed me on there every since I began blogging in March this year. Heres the thing, after having spent countless hours scrolling through my Tumblr dash, reblogging generic yet aesthetically pleasing studyspo pictures; I started to think about what it is that I am trying to get out of having a blog.

Initially the idea behind my blog was to create a positive, motivational and supportive space where people from all of the world could ask questions, share interesting stories and contribute to academic discussions. To tell the truth, the main form of "academic discussion" was when I came across angsty text posts, composed by students who were either on the verge of a mental breakdown or just angry at the world. After all, Tumblr has become a blogging platform (if you could still call a social network platform that promotes the aimless reblogging of pictures "blogging") of increasingly hateful and targeting remarks.

Long story short, I find Tumblr to be less of a blogging platform and more of a social media network, exploited by those wishing to grow their brand and image. If you think about it, having a Tumblr "blog" is quite beneficial. You are able to target the very liberal, yet often times ignorant, pre-pubescent population of the priveleged world. Useful for branching out a business, brand or personality; but not for the average blogger.

For this reason I have decided to move away from the Tumblr aesthetics and go back to my initial intentions for blogging.  I'll try my best to post a couple times a week, focusing predominantly on educational resources and my experiences as a student in the IB; but still incorporating miscellaneous aspects of life as an academic.

- Izzy